Monthly Archives: October 2023

I am full of questions, October 19, 2023, 17:19:17 – 17:19:58

When it leaves
A chick crawls into its egg
I do not wish continue
It will take us to the next world
A chick crawls into its egg
The tiny theater in the chest
It will take us to the next world
Strong yet smooth
The tiny theater in the chest
They come out of their eggs
Strong yet smooth
They come out of their eggs
I do not wish continue
When it leaves

I am full of hate, October 19, 2023, 17:17:37 – 17:18:23

Everything must transform
And give you fuck all
I want a ready death
Here I choose to piss on my loss
And give you fuck all
It is mathematically necessary
Here I choose to piss on my loss
Humanity in the coffin
It is mathematically necessary
For your bed to no longer look the same
Humanity in the coffin
For your bed to no longer look the same
I want a ready death
Everything must transform

I am full of hate, October 19, 2023, 17:16:06 – 17:17:08

I must be forced to love
I slip out and into the surreal
I celebrate doomsday every day
Hate yourself and let yourself live
I slip out and into the surreal
That gift must be avenged
Hate yourself and let yourself live
I was already in the hallway
That gift must be avenged
And give you fuck all
I was already in the hallway
And give you fuck all
I celebrate doomsday every day
I must be forced to love

I am full of questions, October 19, 2023, 17:15:13 – 17:15:53

To remember is to love
I am a tarp
A dreamt dollhouse
Ant totem
I am a tarp
A paper-filled interior
Ant totem
It will take us to the next world
A paper-filled interior
You must not believe
It will take us to the next world
You must not believe
A dreamt dollhouse
To remember is to love

I am full of hate, October 19, 2023, 17:14:23 – 17:15:03

I’m an old asshole
Whatever is necessary to hate
The moon always turned its back on us
It will color the blood piss-yellow
Whatever is necessary to hate
It has grown rapidly
It will color the blood piss-yellow
We are neck-deep in shit
It has grown rapidly
What if I didn’t tighten there?
We are neck-deep in shit
What if I didn’t tighten there?
The moon always turned its back on us
I’m an old asshole

I am full of questions, October 19, 2023, 17:13:10 – 17:13:57

The whole separated into its parts
It rains all over the living room
I will pull the human up by its roots
Made of light and delicate materials
It rains all over the living room
Just before the trees burst to life
Made of light and delicate materials
Like a garden
Just before the trees burst to life
Two people are in the other room
Like a garden
Two people are in the other room
I will pull the human up by its roots
The whole separated into its parts

I am full of hate, October 19, 2023, 17:11:54 – 17:12:45

Not caring about those you hate
For me to die before you
Only my own feelings are hard enough
If you’re the victim I’m the executioner
For me to die before you
I leap straight toward the conclusion
If you’re the victim I’m the executioner
My distant interior: the heart of me
I leap straight toward the conclusion
And give all of you fuck all
My distant interior: the heart of me
And give all of you fuck all
Only my own feelings are hard enough
Not caring about those you hate

I am full of questions, October 19, 2023, 16:36:26 – 16:41:56

Something else, something strange
I see out of the window
They appear as images
Like itty bitty big bangs?
I see out of the window
If the future were an animal
Like itty bitty big bangs?
Am I seeing it laid to waste?
If the future were an animal
Unlock the best in the dark
Am I seeing it laid to waste?
Unlock the best in the dark
They appear as images
Something else, something strange

I am full of questions, October 19, 2023, 16:32:26 – 16:35:59

To tell a red tale
I have closed myself around me
To lose and carry your loss?
What is it doing there?
I have closed myself around me
Life forms and death forms
What is it doing there?
Like something rupturing
Life forms and death forms
That is not an option
Like something rupturing
That is not an option
To lose and carry your loss?
To tell a red tale

I am full of hate, October 19, 2023, 15:57:50 – 16:00:10

It is me that I kill
I explode internally
I didn’t sleep last night
No one will be able to sleep after this
I explode internally
Like a wrecked apartment
No one will be able to sleep after this
No part of you will be liberated
Like a wrecked apartment
And give all of you fuck all
No part of you will be liberated
And give all of you fuck all
I didn’t sleep last night
It is me that I kill